My new outlook and MY soulmate search! :)

Since my biopsy came back NO  cancer I have a different outlook on things!

Its time to begin living again!

I am so sick of being "the sick one". Im sick of gaining weight due to depression and thinking in the back of my mind "Well, who cares cause  who will ever want ME again anyway??"

Why not? Am I the ONLY person in this world not worthy of finding a soulmate? Come on now! that is just stupid right? There has to be someone out there looking for someone like me! I mean there are trillions of ppl in this word aren't there??

Once I have my surgery, my life will be my own again and I have a bit  to offer, don't I? Im thinking if there are people who find each other every day there has to be someone out there for me.  Im not stupid.....I'm not OLD and shriveled up and ugly! lol (am I??) I work hard and dont need anyone to support me.....whats not l=to like? LOLOLOL

So my new project is this.....concentrate on building my business, getting in shape  and finding a soulmate! If you already know him could you please be so kind and point him in my direction? lol Maybe he is saying the same things I am...maybe he is thinking does EVERYONE else get to have someone but me?

Here is what he looks like, in case you are gonna join in the big search......lol
He is a lot like me......... a hard worker and sometimes doesn't realize how much  time that goes by  when he gets his head up out of  "work-mode".  He has little time to meet someone but is always hoping that special person will just bump into him in the supermarket or gas station or a night club (the only places he has had time lately to go to!)

He loves to travel. He is sooooo funny and can laugh at himself first! He is sarcastic and will make fun of ME all the time too!. He is very good looking (LOL)

He is loyal and not looking for a bikini clad 18 yr old...he is looking for a grownup! He loves live music (a MUST) and he doesn't have a jealous bone in his body. He will have respect for my crazy job! He might be my age (or at least in the vacinity of my age) but he thinks and acts much younger (same as I do!) He's FUN! And he must love sushi and not like Indian or Mexican food....(kidding!)

He must NOT be on his 12th marraige (sorry but  if you cant get it right by 11th time Im thinking you're a lost cause and its IS you!)

Let me know if you've seen him around!

Ok. That. Is. All.
:-)