My new outlook and MY soulmate search! :)

Since my biopsy came back NO  cancer I have a different outlook on things!

Its time to begin living again!

I am so sick of being "the sick one". Im sick of gaining weight due to depression and thinking in the back of my mind "Well, who cares cause  who will ever want ME again anyway??"

Why not? Am I the ONLY person in this world not worthy of finding a soulmate? Come on now! that is just stupid right? There has to be someone out there looking for someone like me! I mean there are trillions of ppl in this word aren't there??

Once I have my surgery, my life will be my own again and I have a bit  to offer, don't I? Im thinking if there are people who find each other every day there has to be someone out there for me.  Im not stupid.....I'm not OLD and shriveled up and ugly! lol (am I??) I work hard and dont need anyone to support me.....whats not l=to like? LOLOLOL

So my new project is this.....concentrate on building my business, getting in shape  and finding a soulmate! If you already know him could you please be so kind and point him in my direction? lol Maybe he is saying the same things I am...maybe he is thinking does EVERYONE else get to have someone but me?

Here is what he looks like, in case you are gonna join in the big search......lol
He is a lot like me......... a hard worker and sometimes doesn't realize how much  time that goes by  when he gets his head up out of  "work-mode".  He has little time to meet someone but is always hoping that special person will just bump into him in the supermarket or gas station or a night club (the only places he has had time lately to go to!)

He loves to travel. He is sooooo funny and can laugh at himself first! He is sarcastic and will make fun of ME all the time too!. He is very good looking (LOL)

He is loyal and not looking for a bikini clad 18 yr old...he is looking for a grownup! He loves live music (a MUST) and he doesn't have a jealous bone in his body. He will have respect for my crazy job! He might be my age (or at least in the vacinity of my age) but he thinks and acts much younger (same as I do!) He's FUN! And he must love sushi and not like Indian or Mexican food....(kidding!)

He must NOT be on his 12th marraige (sorry but  if you cant get it right by 11th time Im thinking you're a lost cause and its IS you!)

Let me know if you've seen him around!

Ok. That. Is. All.
:-)

Let's talk about something else today......

Im going to try and go a full week without even discussing my health or doctor appts or anything like that! Wish me luck cause it seems I have lived, eaten and breathed this for the last 6 months! Time to go back to life as I knew it for a while.....

So "music land" is going well...only one more arrest in the past week by a musician.........Dave Burleigh (National comedian) is coming to Austin and San Antonio in October so that is good news! I saw him on Maui and HAD to get him booked at some of my clubs in Austin!

I have been trying to route a Kevin Chalfant tour (Journey, The Storm) and a Voice of Rock Radio tour as well....amazing talent in that band! Go to:
www.voiceofrockradio.com
and see for yourself......

then there is alway Anton and Fran Cosmo with their Boston show wanting many more dates......I think if I begin to really focus on my job again I will feel better!

Wish me luck as I STOP being the "sick one" for a bit! :)

Im moving Sept 15th to a two bedroom condo here on Maui.....now I will have room for guests as they come visit.....it has been HARD to find a reasonably priced place......finally a great location and complex Im happy about this!

More and pictures  later!